cry, vomit, or sleep?
I can’t figure out what to do here. The silence has it’s large eyes fixated on me, mockingly glaring straight into my heart. There’s a lack of everything good right now… a lack of light, warmth, peace, sanity. I need something to grab onto, but there’s absolutely nothing.
the news has hit my heart.
I can only become stronger after this. I’m stubborn, ambitious, and passionate about doing what I feel compelled to do. I just want to finish school and make my life meaningful. I want to live and love, and live in love. I want to help people, I want to make a difference. Thus far I can’t say my life has impacted as many people as I wish.
My solace: I’m not alone. As lonely as I feel at times, I know that if I allow people into my life to help me through this, I can move forward. My life is nowhere near complete, and today I’m going to choose to be smart. I’m going to be friendly, sincere, outgoing, helpful, and above all: healthy in mind, soul, and body. None of these things can be achieved fully without the grace of God. I really haven’t prayed much lately, until these last few days. I need Him, more than anything… Let the silence be filled with His harmonious song of love and hope <3
If Macaulay Culkin was home alone, I’d totally want to be there :p
<3 Oh, Jack… your eyebrows…
(Source: xxitchyrichxx, via today)
amidst it all, this cat has it goin’ on.